I've been on my spiritual journey for 3 years now. I was reborn again in April 2010 and it has been a journey. I feel as if the devil has been attacking me with every step I make since that day. Most days its not obvious and then there are days where he is full attack mode. At times I feel he doesn't let up for days to a week. He has been in full attack mode since last Friday. He is creeping into my thoughts. Thoughts of negativity, thoughts of bitterness, anger, inner sadness hidden with a fake smile thoughout the day. I often say "I rebuke you satin now leave me alone". I blast my "Jesus" music.( That's what my kids call it) and I seek after peace in scripture amd quotes. Only to find myself right back at that same negative feeling. I control my attitude, my thoughts of negativity, my anxiety. I seek after God for the inner peace and joy I deserve and would love to share with others. I am on a journey to trust God's plan for me and know he has me exactly where he wants me and when the time comes for a change he will open that door of opportunity for me. I am learning to Trust God because he is bigger then the devil or any negative thought, attitude, or act!! Amen!!! ♥♥
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